A narcissist doesn’t live in the same reality as everyone else; they live inside a story. They have written, directed, and stored it. In that story, they’re always the hero, the genius, the victim, or, worst of all, the savior—whatever gets them the most attention and control. Their ego isn’t just inflated; it is engineered, built brick by brick to protect the fragile, shame-filled core they buried long ago.
But the catch is that reality only works as long as everyone else agrees to play their role. The moment people stop playing along—for example, when partners leave, when children grow up and see through the lies, or when coworkers stop tolerating the behavior—the whole structure starts to fall apart. And when that happens, it does not just feel like rejection; it feels like reality itself betraying them.
The narcissist starts losing the ability to tell what is real and what is constructed. The lies they have told for years—even to themselves—start clashing with the facts they cannot control. So they start questioning their own narrative, but not with insight or humility—only with confusion and panic: “Why is everyone turning against me? Why is the world so unfair? Why is this happening to me?” They do not think, “Maybe I did something wrong. Maybe I did it to myself.” They think, “How dare they?” And that is where the ego begins to crack.
The grand story they built—the perfect parent, the loving partner, the brilliant success, the innocent victim, the innocent predator—no longer holds. It doesn’t stand up to reality. And reality is merciless. This collapse is beyond psychological; it’s spiritual. The narcissist begins to feel like a ghost inside their own body. They die before death. They do not recognize who they are anymore because who they were was never real to begin with. It was a mask that worked, and now it is not. And when the mask no longer works, what is left? Nothing—just shame, rage, and silence.
When people walk away from a narcissist in this state, it doesn’t register as loss; it registers as betrayal. Not because they loved you deeply, but because they believed you belonged to them. You were their mirror, their puppet, their toy, their proof of worth, their extension. So when you finally gather the strength to leave, you do not just exit; you defect in their mind. You turn into their mortal enemy. They do not sit with grief. They don’t ask, “What did I do wrong?” They ask, “How could you do this to me after everything I did for you?” What they really mean is, “After all the control I had over you, your departure becomes my final humiliation.” It confirms what they fear most: that they are not godlike, not invincible, not needed.
And that is what seals the collapse, because the very people they used as scaffolding have walked away. Now, the entire structure crashes down—loudly, painfully, and without anyone there to watch or care. They are left in the ruins of their own illusion, and that is a part no one ever sees.
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