The last reason: you were their spiritual reckoning while they initiated your spiritual awakening. The most profound reason you were the narcissist’s karma is that you represented their spiritual reckoning—the moment when all their choices, actions, and energy came back to them in the form of an experience they could not control, manipulate, or escape. You carried within you the accumulated pain of everyone they had ever hurt—not consciously, obviously, but energetically. Your sensitivity to their manipulation was actually your spiritual ability to feel the collective wounds they had inflicted on others. When they hurt you, they were experiencing through you every moment of pain they had ever caused.
Your emotional reactions to their behavior were not weakness; they were God’s way, the universe’s way, of making them feel the full weight of their actions. Every tear you shed was a tear they had caused someone else to cry. Every moment of confusion you experienced was confusion they had deliberately created in other people’s minds. You were their karmic mirror, reflecting back the full emotional cost of their choices. The intensity of your pain was proportional to the intensity of pain they had caused throughout their lifetime. You were not just experiencing your own hurt; you were channeling the collective hurt of all their victims. This is why the pain felt so overwhelming and disproportionate. You were carrying more than your own burden; you were carrying theirs.
While you were serving as their spiritual reckoning, they were simultaneously triggering your spiritual awakening. Their behavior was so destructive, so contrary to love, that it forced you to question everything you thought you knew about relationships, human nature, and reality itself. If you agree, let me know in the comments. Their manipulation pushed you to develop spiritual discernment. Their lies forced you to find your own truth. The narcissist’s treatment of you shattered your old beliefs about love, trust, and human goodness. But this shattering was necessary for your spiritual evolution. Through the pain of their betrayal, you learned to trust your intuition. Through the emotional abuse, you discovered an inner strength you never knew existed. Through their attempts to dim your light, you found your own inner sun. Unwillingly and unknowingly, they served as your dark knight of the soul—the catalyst that forced you to go deeper into your spiritual nature. While you were their karma, forcing them to confront their spiritual bankruptcy, they were your initiation into your own spiritual power.
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