You were never meant to fit in. That is the truth. Nobody told you. That is why the betrayal felt deeper, why the abandonment from so many narcissistic people cut sharper, and why you found yourself standing alone. While those people—your own family, your own partner—turned their backs on you, you thought you were losing everything. But God, or the universe, was actually stripping you of illusions. You were not being punished; you were being pushed and prepared.
Because when God decides to make you the nightmare of a narcissist or the collective spirit of narcissism, He doesn’t just hand you that power. He breaks you first. Right before you say, “Isn’t that cruel or unjust?” He crushes you, shatters you—not to destroy you, but to show you the truth about the world, about the people, about the faces you thought were friends and family, but were really just masks.
It’s painful, unbearable. At times, you feel forsaken, abandoned, and cursed, but you are none of those things. You are chosen, and being chosen is a lonely, brutal road.
The Painful Truth of Narcissistic Relationships
The topic for today’s episode is very spiritual: how God intends to turn you into the narcissist’s worst nightmare. You were separated from your narcissistic family not because you were not good enough, but because they were never truly with you. They were never your family. Maybe they loved the version of you that served them. They gave you a role, didn’t they? They loved the version of you that stayed silent and tolerated their cruelty, but they did not love the real you—the strong, awake, self-aware you.
So when you began to see through their masks, when you dared to speak the truth, they rejected you for obvious reasons. They didn’t push you away; God pulled you out. Yes, it was painful. It was like cutting that umbilical cord, but that’s what happened. Why, though? Because when God plans to use you for something greater—something bigger than you—He does not allow you to stay among people who would crush your spirit. He removes you from environments where you would be used, abused, and discarded. He separates you so you can heal, so you can become who you were always meant to be: that narcissist’s nightmare.
And yes, it feels like exile. It feels like a curse in the beginning, but it is a blessing in disguise. I am living proof of that.
Awakening to Reality and Finding Strength
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